I’m Sorry Everyone!!!
Hey Everyone,
I just would like to shout out to all of you who follow, subscribe, and enjoy my content. I have been enduring a-lot of pain and struggles over the past few months. It is no excuse and it is something I cannot get past with new daily struggles on-top of my already other struggles I’ve been dealing with for over the past few years. And alongside with all my depression and anxieties I feel like I have hit my limits! I have been undergoing a-lot of battles between suicidal thoughts and trying to find my place in the world. Over the past year and half I have been able to indulge in the amazing exciting feeling of doing something for myself for once. I have always dreamed of making a life Playing Video games and making content in entertainment for everyone. But over time I have also allowed myself to fall into what I have been striving to fight for. FNA World is a place for my creativity and beliefs to be shared, expressed and enlightened to those who see the world as I do, or who enjoy the world as I do and like the same things I also do as well as many other factors that connects us as Humans, inventors, creators and adventurers. I hope to use my time more wisely in giving more and helping with the benefit of bringing you all joy, tips, insights, entertainment and pleasures for everyone’s hearts as well as my own.
However, as of recently I have been wanting to quit, give up, retire from everything. Before I have had the chance to even make it anywhere other than being a small time streamer. The reasons behind this is because you all scare me! The Media scares me, having information leaked and ideals stolen on top of opinions criticized, about who I am and who I want to be. It scares the shit out of me. Mainly because I have a voice, and I have a message to send to the WORLD of how disgraced I feel as a Human being. And not only is it empowering for me but I feel like I am at a loss with our country and the direction we are enslaved into going. Our educational system all the way to our leadership positions are faked and manipulated for greed and personal gain. I am overwhelmed in the idiocrasies and the arrogance that I see on a daily basis. I feel scared for having to commit myself into the toxicities of this LIFE that we all try to hack through with ease and admiration of trying to survive. It’s become worse than the Wild West!
Anyways that argument and talk is for another time, hopefully more so on the Podcast show as we get things rolling again. Who knows, but what I do know is that I have been taking a-lot of time off to re establish my foundations again to what it is, I want to do with not just my life. But also, with how I want to help others with their lives. It is a crazy, selfish, deranged, and fucked up world we still continue to live in. *Pardon my french.* The new era needs to change now before things get too late! So I have been recalculating my facts and needs, in-order to establish myself into a proper financial state for having the room and space of my own to do the things I finally have been desiring to do all year long!
So I firstly want to say I am sorry to you all for not staying consistent enough!
I am sorry, for not writing a-lot more as I have been hiding, trying to focus on work, going out on drives to get away, and partaking into a few things to set up for an epic comeback when we do return to streaming. There are a-lot of things I have always wanted to do as a kid and never had the money, knew the way, or had the support to full-fill the fun and entertaining life I so desired to have. I have a-lot more stories and poetry still stored away in storage that I have yet to go back through and divert into my projects other than what I truly do remember which is a-lot anyways however there are poems and other small stories as well that I need to re edit and publish and figure out if they are website worthy or another book worthy, then invest into more. But I also am at a critical point with branding and trademarking as it is not cheap and a hassle all on its own. I am a beginner to having a business as well as doing independent work and just as Tom Macdonald is struggling against the Music Industry I have been fighting the way we live in society treat each-other in retail and corporations, and how the system in itself is destroying us individually. So once I have the book finished, published and in Hand! Then have everything set to move forward, that is when I aim to have everything settled back in order however, this could lead to much bigger things later on down the road and to all those who are willing to help out now and help push this dream will endure the biggest reward when all said and done with much happening. All I can say is I remember those who are there through it all and I help out my friends at every point I can in which how much they have saved me or helped me along the way. So many thanks to you all for your support and the glory and celebrations are going to be huge when they finally come!
So Starting Today! I will have more information and will keep you all updated Weekly until the projects are back on track and schedules are back in action!!! As of right now I am no longer Live Streaming on Twitch or YouTube for a while until I can get the Book finalized and the New designs and artworks set up. I’m also working on new stuff and a new website to collect everything to! I won’t be back to Livestream for a few more weeks! However, with Halloween just around the corner I will return for the Spooky month. So stay tuned for October’s schedule to drop soon.
October 2023 Schedule for Twitch; will be posted by Friday Oct. 6th 2023!
- We’re Back Stream - Horror Fest Begins - New Things and New Games!
I am currently hoping to collect on a secondary job soon, just to help make things go faster in getting myself set up into my own space. So any donations and help will also be grateful into helping move this along a-lot quicker! There is also the fact that once the Book is finally out and ready for sales, that I will be saving up next year for the big book tour trip as well as hoping on the 2nd book release around that time too. In order to come out and celebrate with some of you and hopefully do a full on convention somewhere. I have been scared to go about this ordeal because of how much it scares me to become something more than what I can handle on becoming. yet I know this movement is going be for the better and I truly hope to help people along my journey as well. So if you are willing to help me, I will most certainly try my best in helping you alongside or once all is said and done and things are turned upwards maybe by a year or 2 I can do something special for you all who has literally helped save my life to get to this point as well as the points beyond!
So please anything will help and I’m sure Rayna would really appreciate it as well she has been dying to get into her own yard or closer to a better park.
Thank you all again from the bottom of my heart, I appreciate all of your support and friendships.
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